Friday, October 2, 2009

You don't miss the...

October 2, 2009

2am

2nd Floor/ UNITAS Lounge

Morning full of laughs after a night full of tears



Savannah Copeland's words of wisdom:

You don’t miss yo’ water ‘til the well run dry.

You don’t miss the milk until your cow dies.

You don’t miss your electricity until it gets cut off.


Savannah: “I can’t believe you’ve never heard that!”

Iesha Bailey: *surprised* "Nooo!!!"

~*~

Iesha: “Do you guys even have a Walmart?”

Savannah: *stops* "We don’t have one in our town, but I’ve been to Walmart."

Iesha: “Do you know who the President is? He’s Black.”

Savannah: "Actually, he’s biracial."

Char: "LOL!"

~*~

Sigh,

Char

Friday, September 25, 2009

Super Melodramatic Romanticness, Part 1

Our love is the title...



We sometimes wade in ankle-deep water,

We sometimes drown atop towering stilts.

We swim in this virginal, wondrous whirlpool,

Wanting more—sextant set to perfect degrees.


Wicked wonder gets wetter and wetter,

And we don’t know any better. Whether

To sleep on quilts of qualm, or to Love on

Different beds. Sea of sheets untucked, to rest.


We search for everything, nothing at all,

Spin-waving, head bursting with lullabies

Of old. New songs fill our souls. We hold hands.

Welcome aboard. Hold on to the unknown.


A map to play by ear, nothing to fear now.

Our compass points North, wherever that may be,

To set us free. Hold on tight now, to we.


And we’re still holding hands…



~Char



Tuesday, September 1, 2009

One Little Turtle


One Little Turtle
(on its back)

by Char


Ellipses of sand beneath my feet
Replace my childhood memories.

As I dance between the "ought" and "is"...
The "buts" and "ifs"... A kiss, no kiss.

One little turtle, all feet in the air, all despair.
With my eyes open to the world, I am blind.

The eye of the storm,
and goodnight...

It's an epic, inconceivable, fail;
And, unlike you, it's all mine.


Monday, August 17, 2009

New Murder Mystery Chapter (or lack thereof)

Dear all,

School's about to start pretty soon, which means a couple of things. I won't have much time on my hands to brainstorm about my murder mystery, let alone produce drafts. This disappoints me, because Bis the first story I've come up with in a very long time. Nonetheless, this gives me hope, because I proved to myself that I can think outside of my poetry box and reach out to other types of literature. I'm positive that the best is yet to come. Thanks to all of you who have read my drafts, especially to those who have given me feedback.

On the other hand, I'm sure I'll be posting some interesting papers as the year progresses. The topics will range from Jane Austen to Latin American visual culture, or whatever they ask me to write! So, be excited! I know I am!

We'll see how this new year goes, since it will be a brand new adventure. I decided to change my major to English, while still following my pre-med track. Hopefully, I'll be able to master the English language and advance in my pre-med studies simultaneously.

Once again, thank you to all of my visitors. I'm sure you'll hear from me very soon!

Cheers,
A very excited and optimistic Char

Monday, August 10, 2009

Chapel Hill, NC

This poem is basically a summary of my nights on campus and the grandeur I discovered in the smallest things, like the famous uneven bricks and ancient roads. I'll translate it the day I figure out how to make it justice. Enjoy!

***
Extraño esas noches


Extraño esas noches, vagando por callecitas oscuras
Fundadas en el 1789...
Estas calles han visto miles de pasos.
Primero, fueron de aquél, de aquella.
Ahora, estas calles son nuestras.
Ya los ladrillos reconocen nuestros zapatos,
Pues anticipan la misma ruta de siempre.
Nos guía hacia nuestros lugares favoritos,
A Franklin y varios lugares secretos, no tan secretos,
Caminamos mano en mano.

En Polk, me quito el bulto, los zapatos, los mahones...
Bailo entre los sprinklers una danza reprimida y
Una felicidad que he descubierto a los 18 años.
Mi risa, la de una niña, mis pasos de infante...
Mi traje de flores mojadas y aromas confundidos,
Nadando entre sueños de agua sucia y un mar de árboles.

Dirijo la mirada hacia South, el rey de nuestro campus,
Veo a mi cubano sentado en los escalones,
Acariciando su guitarra, llorando dulces melodías
Y el humo de su cigarro tan disfrutado...
Sólo puedo pensar en las siguientes horas,
Cuando respire el dulce tabaco de sus manos,
Cuando me trate de seducir con su español incongruente...
Mientras tanto, tocaba una canción para mí,
Aunque estuviera muy lejos para escuchar cada nota con certeza.

Dos horas más tarde, nuestros pasos se dirigían a nuestro hogar.
Observo a mi genio musical bajo la manta de
Luz anaranjada, blanca, azul, de los postes...
Ocho meses y todavía no sé el color de sus ojos, de su pelo...
Llegamos, nos bañamos, entramos a nuestro cuarto.
Vemos televisión, la apagamos, nos miramos, hablamos...
Lo mismo de siempre, aunque nada sea igual.

Respiro el recuerdo del tabaco, mi cabeza en su pecho,
Nos hundimos en un sueño ligero, olas pequeñas de
Te amo mi osito charmonita y miles de enredos en broken spanglish.

Extraño esas noches, cuando la Hill era de nosotros y de nadie más.

***

Cheers,
Char